just to comment ..btw the watch which has a shape of the juke box looks good on you ..

when i was at Orchard on my way home, I saw the VAGARY advertisement that feature you.. well, you look great in it that it catches my attention.. =)

your new lifestyle sounds interesting and seems that you are squeezing in more stuffs into your available time and that should do you good I suppose. At least now you discover things that you ought to change and you’ve made radical changes to my opinion

cheers jacks0n

Thank you for your nice and encouraging words. Though I never met you in person, through the interactions here with you, I know you are quite a nice person. If I should get an engineering degree at the end of next year, and get a decent job, I will remember your kind words, and meet up with you in person to give you a treat, my treat of course.

Right now, I am trying to stay away from my bad habits, including online gaming (cough cough DOTA), spending on hobbies (cough cough Magic the Gathering trading cards game) etc. Waste of money I feel if I don’t even earn an income. I actually will feel guilty after spending, because it is not my hard-earned money. Instead, I am trying to find a part-time job in the Food and service line to train myself to become a better person. At least, I will feel more confident interacting with all sorts of people (customers, supervisor, colleagues etc.) so that my communication skills will not worsen when I graduate.

See how, experiment with this new lifestyle while studying may hope to get rid of my lazy bad habit. Anyway, Life is full of experiments, as one of my friends told me, as long as it is positive attitude, why not try it?

rgds jacks0n

hope all will be well for you… strive for the best, only then will u have no regrets whatever it turns out to be… i believe you can do it

regards jacks0n

This message 点醒了我. I am in a state of meeting plenty of setbacks now, trying to reconcile them and one of the main reasons is my bad habits and poor discipline. If NUS should give me one last chance, I will definitely treasure this chance, because I know I must begin to love myself first, before having the ability to care for my loved ones around me. To love myself, I must graduate even though delayed for so long, since it is my dream to work in the either programming or research line. Without the degree, I wil find myself far from my goals. I also realize if I dun love myself by going back to my old “wanton” ways, I find I give a lot of anguish and worry of my loved ones, since they sincerely hope I will succeed, and worry for my mental health. Wish me success, I hope I can mature and learn from my mistakes, instead of repeating them again and again.

人在成长的过程中
难免遇到挫折
懂得保护自己
也要懂得爱自己
生命的乐章
要看你自己如何去谱写
躲避不一定躲得过
面对不一定最难受
得到不一定能长久
失去不一定不再拥有
转身不一定最软弱
别急着说别无选择
别以为世上只有对于错
许多事情的答案都不只一个
所以我们永远有路可以走
你能找到理由难过
也一定能找到快乐的理由
懂得放心的人找到轻松
懂得遗忘的人找到自由
懂得关怀的人找到朋友